This feeling


 'This Feeling'

Tired! 

Tired of this feeling,

Feeling I keep running away from

But it keeps hitting me back,

Ruining all efforts to heal,

Compelling to feel so slack.

I keep trying to climb up,

It keeps putting me down.

Still choosing not to give up,

Holding high the crown.

It comes so sudden and hits so hard,

Slams the door of hope on my face.

I keep finding a new ray guiding,

Keep treating my broken self with grace.

It aches me, shakes me, breaks me into pieces,

I keep building back again and again.

Recollecting those pieces, some are lost forever,

The amount of me I missed out is insane.

I keep trying to continue the flight,

Though my wings keep loosing a feather.

I hope one day, much sooner or later,

Me and this feeling will make peace together.


                                                    - Vaishali Gautam 

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